Weird Feeling

Ok, so there's this guy I like in my second block. I told Tina and guess what? She likes him, too. We always end up liking the same guys. It funny in a way. Well, she told me I could have him cause I deserve it. She talked to him yesterday.
Tina: "Do you like anyone?"
Jordon: "No."
Tina: "So you wouldn't date anyone even if they had huge boobs?"
Jordon: "It depends on who it is."
Tina: "So, you don't like, like, me or Heaven or Mackenze? Cause two of those people like you."
Jordon: "Who?"
Tina: "Mac...um no one?"
Jordom: "Mackenzie likes me?"
Tina: "Yea... So, would you date her?"
Jordon: "Um, I don't think of her that way. She like, one of the guys. And she doesn't have an olke voice. And I like big butts.
Tina: "Mackenzie doesn't have a big butt?!?!"
Jordon: "I don't know! I wouldn't look at her butt, she like my guy friend!"

So, yeah. Now I don't want to go to me second block anymore, cause he doesn't talk to me anymore.Oh, and did I tell you I'm finally over Will?!?! Yes, I've finally moved on, I think. You see, he talks trash to me all the time, and I take it, but he crossed the line. He called me fat and made me cry. And everytime I tell my friends what he did, they're jaw drop. They know that's the major thing that really hurts me. He said this to me yesterday and everytime I think of him, I feel like vomiting. When I saw him today, I felt like a rock was thrown into my stomace. I've never had that feeling before. And I don't want to have it again.

Ok, lets get away from that cause its making me sick. This guy in my thrid block was talking to me today.
Nick: "I like your boots."
Me: "Thanks"
Nick: "If I was a sexy girl, I'd wear those."
Me: "Well, than I souldn't be wearing them."
Nick: "Why?"
Me: "Cause I'm not sexy."
Nick: "Ok, if you say so."

He is so cute! Was that a compliment? I think it was! P.S. Guys in high school flirt WAY more than guys in middle school.

Blog Stuff

Here's some cool stuff I found for blogs:























































































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My Blast from the Past

OMG!!! I had a total blst from the 5th grade today! Ok, you guys my not know this, but in the 5th grade I used to date a lot. Wayne was the first boy I ever has strong feelings for. We dated for a while, but then he moved to a new school. I still think about him, wondering if I will ever see him again. Well today, Tina, an old friend from 5th grade called me. We still talk after school and all, but it was weird talking to her on the phone since we haven't done that in years. We started to talk about "olld times" and we both started getting really sad. Then we both thought of Wayne, the boy we both fell in love with. Well, his number was still the same, so we called him.

Tina: "Hey! It's Tina, and guess who's with me?!?!"
Wayne: "Oh, you know I'm not good with names."
Tina: "5th grade..."
Wayne: "Come on now"
Tina: "It's Mackenie!!!"
Me: "Hey."
Wayne: "Hey."

Man, his voice is deep!!!

Me: "Ok, you know what? You can't talk to me til you put your voice in a high pich sound"
Tina: (Cracking up)
Wayne: "Well, I'm sorry I matured!"
Tina: "Some more than others..."
Wayne: "What are you trying to say..."
Tina: "You left too soon!"
Wayne: "Are you trying to say your chest is huge?"
Tina: "Not mine"
Wayne: "Mackenzie?"
Me: "There not huge!"
Wayne: "Man, I shouldn't have left!"
Tina & Me: (Lauging)
Wayne: "You should come over. We could watch dinner..."
Me: "What?!?!"
Tina: (lauging again)
Wayne: "We could watch dinner and eat a movie! God!"
Me: "Nice."

God, have I missed him. I think we sould all go see a movie or something so we can all get to know each other again. And to see if he's any hotter. LOL!!!

I WANT A BOYFRIEND!!! but I don't need one...

High School

Ok, so yesterday was the PCO Beach Bash. It started at 6:30 and since Will's mom works in Edmond, he didn't have a ride back to school. He was just going to stay at school til the party. I told him that was stupid so my mom let him come hang out at my house til 6:30. We just sat aroung watching Cosby and playing on the computer. When my parents drove us to the school, we were early cause I got the times messed up. I hugged my mom and then Will hugged my dad and said "Bye Daddy." As we walked to the school we were both laughing. It was so fun. The principles got on the roof during 'YMCA' and danced around. It was really funny. And before that, the DJ played 'Thriller' and the main principle jumped over a teachers shoulders! Will proposed to Elieana, Brooke, and some other girl. I almost got to marry them but everyone kepted running away. Carlin, a boy I've known since 6th, was dancing around and being goofy. When the DJ played 'I Feel Like a Woman' Carlin sung the whole thing and at the end he put his hands on his hips and sung "Man, I feel like a woman" and stuck his lips out. And everyone kepted asking if Will and I were going out. I guess you can't hang out unless your dating. GOD! But, I think I'm the only one who isn't ofended! Will's been being a real jerk lately. He says things and doesn't think about how mean they are. He's been hurting a lot of people's feelings without knowing it. Oh, and this junior in my last class has been picking on me so he ruins my whole day. When I told Will he freaked out and said "You want my to kick his ass?" I didn't know his name and he said "Well that helps. Find it out!" It's good to know he cares. Things are getting hard for me, though. Everyday it gets harder and harder to talk to him without blurting out "I love you!" It's also getting harder not seeing him every weekend. WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME!?!? And he obviously doesn't feel the same way cause he doesn't even call me anymore. How I hate feeling sick everyday. I feel like I'm the only one who knows what they want, but it too afraid to try and get it. *Sigh* Oh, my friend showed me some songs from a cool play called Avenue Q last year. Now I'm addicted to it. Here, go to this site to read all about it. It even has some clips from the show. http://www.avenueq.com I love you all.

Forever I walk alone.

Scary Dream

Ok, no I've had dreams that seem very real and I've had dreams that I knew were fake, but Late night I had a dream that my mind said was fake and my gut said was real. Now that I'm fully awake, It's a sure thing that it was fake...But I still have a weird feeling. Ok, so what happen? Here we go:

I'm not sure how the dream started but I think a blonde friend of mine, (I have no idea who it was, cause it didn't look like Brooke or Shilo) my brother, Jeff, and I were in some sort of cabin (I have no idea why.) Well, some guy with an axe was trying to break the door down. Jeff was trying to stop him cause this guy was going to kill the blonde girl and me. The guy swung the axe through the doors window and my brother stopped it...with his hand. It didn't cut it off but it split it open. Then next thing I saw in my dream was dirt. Yes, dirt being dumped on something and then a big, wooden cross. Then my whole family when looking for me. They were in a big field of big, wooden crosses. Suddenly, I walk out from a near by cross. Jeff is there, too, and he ask me "Do you remeber what happened?" I look around for a minute and then I just start hitting him over and over. Then he explains something to me. I have no idea what he said but I just started crying and I hugged him. When I woke up Something inside me said "He couldn't save you both. He chose you." Now I feel like I need to hug my brother really bad.

Your good is better, Your betters blessed.

CD Madness!!!

Yea, my b-day party is coming!!!!!!!!! Only a few more days!!! Ok, lets start off with some music:

This song is very sad! I keep listening to it over and over. It makes me cry. It's from a play called 'My Favorite Year'. Tim curry is the one who sings it. It's called 'If the World were like the Movies':

Strange as it may seem
Movie stars are human
Relatively human
After all

And it’s hard living up
To an image on a screen
That is forty or fifty feet tall

If the world were like the movies
We would never make mistakes
We’d correct our little blunders
And select our better takes

And the person that we should be
Would be all the public sees
For if life should go off track
We could simply fade to black
If the world were like the movies

Think if marriages were movies
How our lives would be improved
Love preserved on film forever
All the battle scenes removed

We’d have only happy endings
We could edit as we please
Cut to smiling man and wife
With a baby and a life
If the world were like the movies

And the child would have a father
Who was always there
Playing games
And flying homemade kites

Cheering at her high school play
Tucking her in bed on stormy night
Never absent, never cruel
Not a drunk, not a fool

A father who could give his daughter
Blue lights, pink lights
Just like the movies

If the world were like the movies
I’d know how to play the part
I’d be there when I was needed
And I’d never break her heart

She would never see me stumble
And I’d never let her down
I’d be sober, wise, and humble
The defender of the crown

Well, thank god
She had my movies to see
She is better off with movies
Than me


*Sob* I'm ok. Ok, this song if from a very cool movie called Empire Records. It' called 'This is the Day' by 'The The':

Well... you didn't wake up this morning,
'cause you didn't go to bed.
You were watching the whites of your eyes turn red!

The calendar on your wall -- IS TICKING -- the days off.

You've been reading some old letters.
You smile and think how much you've changed.All the money in the world couldn't buy back those days.

You pull back the curtains, and the sun burns into your eyes.
You watch a plane flying across a clear blue sky.
THIS IS THE DAY -- Your life will surely change.
THIS IS THE DAY -- When things fall into place.

You could've done anything, if you'd wanted.
And all your friends and family think that you're lucky.
But the side of you they'll never see
Is when you're left alone with the memories
That hold your life together like -- GLUE

You pull back the curtains, and the sun burns into your eyes.
You watch a plane flying across a clear blue sky.
THIS IS THE DAY -- Your life will surely change.
THIS IS THE DAY -- When things fall into place.

THIS IS THE DAY -- Your life will surely change.
(repeat to fade)


Man, everyone wants me to make them a cd. With all the cds I make, I could be rich. You know, if I charged. Being nice sucks!!! Oh, and yea, Pascha, I'm making your cd. And yes, I made Sams first. At least I know what music she likes. I geuss I'll make everyone a cd. Well, I need to go. Love Ya, Buy$$$

Sunburn

Ok so on sunday Will, Shilo, and I went to White Water. It was so fun! Will kept dunking me whenever we went into the lazy river. He dunked me like, three times but most of the time I was too strong so he would try but I ended up dunking him. One time he jumped on me and I flipped him over and dunked him. He was mad. Then I started jumping on his back and dunking him every few minutes. It was so fun but I got a really bad sunburn. You could see my veins!!! It's going away slowly but I'm still peeling. After we went to W.W.B. Will came to my house to chill. Shilo was going to come, but she was really tired. I finaly got to give Will the cd I made him. I was worred about give it to him but he's been telling me how much he loves it. And he finaly gave me his email address. So now we can email each other. Oh yea, I saw Willy Wonka today! It was really funny! Also, here's a cool website to go to: http://www.homestarrunner.com
It's really funny and kid friendly. Everything on there is funny but I suggest clicking on 'First Time Here' and also going to 'Strong Bad Email'. Well, I gots to go. Love Ya, Buy$$$

Salesmen welcome! Dog food is expensive.

Many things

Ok, I'll start out with a few e-cards:

If an e-card could make you cry-
http://www.bellagreetings.com/1/card.php?ID=1752&PHPSESSID=0aa253b2e3140fbfe0fb580121428e1e

I want this cat-
http://www.bellagreetings.com/1/card.php?ID=1560&PHPSESSID=0aa253b2e3140fbfe0fb580121428e1e

I find myself singing this song-
http://www.bellagreetings.com/1/card.php?ID=1548&PHPSESSID=0aa253b2e3140fbfe0fb580121428e1e

How true-
http://www.superlaugh.com/1/gasprices.htm

This is funny but the car gets on my nerves-
http://www.bellagreetings.com/1/card.php?ID=960&PHPSESSID=0aa253b2e3140fbfe0fb580121428e1e

Ok, last one. It's kinda weird-
http://www.bellagreetings.com/1/card.php?ID=1002

Ok, so my birthday is coming up. My party is going to be a murder mystery! I've got all the the stuff, exept some props and supples. I have all the characters set to my guest now all I need to do is mail the invites. WOOOHOOOO!!!

And now the website that everyone should go to:
http://www.illwillpress.com

Ok, maybe not everyone cause of laguage, but you get the point. It's really funny! Will is the one who showed me it, and now I pass it on to everyone I meet!!! He will rule the world!!! MUHAAHAHAAAHAA!!! Ow! When you get there go to toons and watch 'Free Your Mind', 'Squirrel Songs', and 'Amityville Toaster'. It's great. 'Tech-Support' is another good one. Well, I have to go. Love Ya, buy$$$

"7 days without pizza makes one weak"

No Sleep

Ok, so yesterday night, I didn't sleep at all. You know why? Cause I was reading a book the whole night. One minute the clock said 1:00 then all of a sudden it was 6 in the morning. I just couldn't put the book down. It was so good! It's called Lily's Ghosts. I finished it that night. It had so many twists! I wish I could tell you the whole book, but I can't cause I want Sam to read it. I strongly sugest you to read it. All of you do.

"Homestarrunner.net It's dot com."
-Homestar-

Hamster Attack!

I got a hamster on thursday!!! She's so cute! She's a Sand colored Teddy Bear Hamster and her name is Honey D. All the care sheets act like it should take forever for her to let me pet her but yesterday I handed her a seed and she let me stroke her back. She loves her wheel! It's like she's hooked on crack, but the crack is the wheel! She's asleep right now. Hamsters sleep in the day and play in the evening. Bad idea having her in my room! Man, talk about crazy! She bites on the cage bars, which is bad cause it can cause brain damadge! She does it cause she's bored. I'm buying her some toys to day so she will stop the chewing. I love her so.

"I love the little tacos, I love them goood!"
Gir-Invader Zim

Songs

Ok, here's a little taste of what I've been listening to for the past week.

Everlong

Hello, I've waited here for you, everlong
Tonight, I throw myself into and out of the red, out of her head she sang

Come down and waste away with me, down with me
Slow how, you wanted it to be, I'm over my head, out of her head she sang
And I wonder when I sing along with you if everything could ever feel this real forever
If anything could ever be this good again

The only thing I'll ever ask of you
You've got to promise not to stop when I say when she sang

Breathe out, so I can breathe you in, hold you in
And now, I know you've always been out of your head, out of my head I sang
And I wonder when I sing along with you if everything could ever feel this real forever
If anything could ever be this good again

The only thing I'll ever ask of you
You've got to promise not to stop when I say when she sang
And I wonder if everything could ever feel this real forever
If anything could ever be this good again
The only thing I'll ever ask of you


Monkey Wrench

What have we done with innocence
It disappeared with time, it never made much sense
Adolescent resident
Wasting another night on planning my revenge

One in ten 3x

Don't want to be your monkey wrench
One more indecent accident
I'd rather leave than suffer this
I'll never be your monkey wrench

All this time to make amends
What do you do when all your enemies are friends
Now and then I'll try to bend
Under pressure wind up snapping in the end

One in ten 3x

Don't want to be your monkey wrench
One more indecent accident
I'd rather leave than suffer this
I'll never be your monkey wrench

One last thing before I quit
I never wanted any more than I could fit
Into my head I still remember every single word
You said and all the shit that somehow came along with it
Still there's one thing that comforts me since I was
Always caged and now I'm free

Don't want to be your monkey wrench
One more indecent accident
I'd rather leave than suffer this
I'll never be your monkey wrench

Don't want to be your monkey wrench (fall in, fall out)
Don't want to be your monkey wrench (fall in, fall out)
Don't want to be your monkey wrench (fall in, fall out)


Aha, the Foo Fighters. How wonderful! Anywho, I have to go clean now, cause if I don't, Will and Shilo can't spend the night. I don't have much more to clean. You can walk through the main living room and there's no toys in there. Yea, Sam just left to get Monty Python and the Holy Grail so Shilo and Will can watch it when the come over friday! I love that movie. Well, got to go, the bunnys are coming for me!

"I love the little tacos, I love them goood!"
Gir-Invader Zim

Will's CD

Ok, I've been pretty bored so I thought I'd make a cd for Will. Plus, I owed him a cd. So, I made him one with almost all the songs that make me think about him. Here's the list and why I think of him.

1. The One by the Foo Fighters - This song talks about someone who isn't the 'one' but they make the other person feel something, but remember, that can be bad.
"You're not the one
But you're the only one
Who could make me
Feel like this
You're not the one
But you're the only one
Who could make me
Feel like shit"

2. Lee by Tenacious D - This is Will's favorite Tenacious D song, so whenever I hear it, I think of him.

3. Big Me by the Foo Fighters - I think I just like this song and it sounds happy, so I think Will.

4. Monkey Wrench by the Foo Fighters - This is a cool song. I guess I just don't want Will to use me like the song and I don't want to use him to get something.
"Don't want to be your monkey wrench
One more indecent accidentI
'd rather leave than suffer this
I'll never be your monkey wrench"

5. My Best Friend by Weezer - Self explanitory! Will is someone I can talk to about most anything.
"There is no other one that can take your place
I feel happy inside when I see your face
I hope you believe meBecause I speak sincerely
and I mean it when I tell you I need you

You are my best friend
and I love you, and I love you
Yes I do"

6. My Hero by the Foo Fighters - I guess it's cause I think of Will as if he is higher than some of my other friends. Like I wouls do more to save Will from harm than I would for, say, Britany. It's not that I don't love all my friends, I just ... need him more.

7. Karate Schnitzel by Tenacious D - This skit it great! And Will loves it!

8. Karate by Tenacious D - This goes with number seven. Will thinks it's great and he laughs everytime he hears it.

9. All My Life by the Foo Fighters - I just think it's hardcore! I thought Will might like it.

10. The Other Way bt Weezer - I think it's cause I'm afrad to say anything to Will that might our friendship weird. You know what kind of stuff I'm talking about.
"I have many fears
About rejection
I have many memories of pain
I have always been a little shy
So I'll turn and look the other way

Other way
Other way
I will turn and look the other way

I want to hold you
But I am afraid
I want to touch you
But I'm not that way"

11. Low by the Foo Fighters - I think this is cool and so he might too. It also has some lines that make me think of him.
"Baby Blue
Don't go nowhere
I'm right beside you
me and You
Going nowhere
I'm right beside you"

12. Everlong by the Foo Fighters - I'll let the lyrics explan.
"Hello, I've waited here for you, everlong
Tonight, I throw myself into and out of the red, out of her head she sang

Come down and waste away with me, down with me
Slow how, you wanted it to be, I'm over my head, out of her head she sang
And I wonder when I sing along with you if everything could ever feel this real forever
If anything could ever be this good again

The only thing I'll ever ask of you
You've got to promise not to stop when I say when she sang

Breathe out, so I can breathe you in, hold you in"

13. This is Such a Pity by Weezer - I think Will and I should do what this song says. Period!
"This is such a pity.
We should give all our love to each other.
Not this hate that destroys us.
This is such a pity.
(This is a pity)"

14. Best of You by the Foo Fighters - I think everyone should give the best to everone. Including Will and I.
"Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Has someone taken your faith?
Its real, the pain you feel
You trust, you must
Confess
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Oh..."

15. The World Has Turned and Left Me Here by Weezer - Once again, I'll let the lyrics explain.
"The world has turned and left me here
Just where I was before you appeared.
And in your place an empty space
Has filled the void behind my face.

I talked for hours to your wallet photograph
And you just listened.
You laughed enchanted by my intellect
Or maybe you didn't."

16. Learn to Fly by the Foo Fighters - I love this song. And It's sounds so happy. I don't really know why it reminds me of him. It just does.
"Run and tell all of the angels
This could take all night
Think I need a devil to help me get things right
Hook me up a new revolution
Cause this one is a lie
We sat around laughing and watched the last one die

I'm looking to the sky to save me
Looking for a sign of life
Looking for something to help me burn out bright
I'm looking for a complication
Looking cause I'm tired of lying
Make my way back home when I learn to fly

I think I'm done nursing the patience
I can wait one night
I'd give it all away if you give me one last try
We'll live happily ever trapped if you just save my life"

17. Always Look on the Bright Side of Life from Monty Python - Will seems deprested latly so I thought I'd cheer him up.
"For life is quite absurd,
And death's the final word.
You must always face the curtain with a bow!
Forget about your sin -- give the audience a grin,
Enjoy it -- it's the last chance anyhow!
So always look on the bright side of death!
Just before you draw your terminal breath.
Life's a piece of shit,
When you look at it."

18. Times Like These by the Foo Fighters - I think it's about time. lol
"it's times like these you learn to live again
it's times like these you give and give again
it's times like these you learn to love again
it's times like these time and time again"

19. I've Got A Lovly Bunch A Cocanuts from Monty Python - It's Just funny and I know he'll love it.

20. Only in Dreams by Weezer - I think you get it!
"Only in dreams
We see what it means.
Reach out our hands.
Hold onto hers.
But when we wake
It's all been erased.
And so it seems
Only in dreams.

You walk up to her.
Ask her to dance.
She says, 'Hey, baby, I just might take the chance.'
You say, 'It's a good thing
That you float in the air... in the air.
That way there's no way I will crush your pretty toenails into a thousand pieces.'"

Well, that's the cd. Hope he likes it. Hope you do too. I sure do! lol The last song it one of my fave Weezer song. I really like the 'I will crush your pretty toenails into a thousand pieces.' Anywho, I gots to go. Bye!!!


"I love the little tacos, I love them goood!"
Gir-Invader Zim

So Much Fun!

Ok, so I just got back from drew's birthday party. Wow, that was fun! We had a water fight that no one knew about. I was sitting in the back yard listening to music when Drew comes out and says I'm about to get wet and so is everyone else, but they don't know. He was just warning me. Well, I told him that if he put water on me, I'd chop him up into little pieces. He goes around the house, fills a water gun and some balloons, and goes back inside. A few minutes later, I hear a lot of screaming. Yeah, he attacked everyone in the house. Everyone comes running out and the fight began. Drew hit me with the hose but it wasn't much. Then, of course, everyone gangs up on me. Why? Cause I'm the only girl there. Now, I wasn't really wet, but then Will and Drew come walking up to me. Behind me? A kid pool. I was completely soaked! I took off my shoes, screaming and chasing them all the way to the front yard. I had to get them back. I had to! After so many attempts, I finally got them. With a Hugh bucket of water! After that, we all just sort ran around with the hose. Then Will sat in the big bucket. Then they tried to move him, but they dropped him and all the water dumped out. We took the bucket and the pool and put them by the back porch. Will got back in the bucket and said: "You want to come in?" I just looked at him and said no. Then we all started laughing. Well, then I had an idea. I told Drew we should take Will, in the bucket, and roll him down the hill. He got everyone to help. Will had no idea what was going on. The funny thing was, all three boys couldn't lift the bucket with Will and the water in it. And Will wouldn't stop making jokes, so the kept dropping him. I was laughing and the all looked at me and told me to help. As we walked to the hill, Will and I started laughing cause everyone was holding the bucket with two hands and I was holding it with one and was doing a much better job at not dropping it. Well, Will figured it out and when we tried to roll him he just fell out of it and rolled down the hill himself. As he got up I said: "I suggest we run" And everyone did. Then Chris said to lock the gate. There was no lock so we just put the hatch on it. When Will got to it, he looked at us and everyone started laughing. He was opening the hatch and then it wouldn't come open which made us laugh even more. Then Will took the last pop and threw it against another fence over and over until it broke open. Then he stomped on it. I was laughing so hard. After that, Will put the hose down my shirt and someone else tried to pop a balloon in my shirt. It didn't work. It was so much fun!
Oh, and I forgot to tell you what happened when I got grass in my eye. I told People to stop spraying water on me for a minute. Will asked me what was wrong.
Me: "I have some thing in my eye."
Will: "Ahh, want me to kiss it?"
Me: "No. I think it's grass."
I took my glasses off and asked him to look in my eye.
Then, being Will, he kissed the side of my eye. Then he put his tongue in my eye. He started laughing as I rubbed my eye in disgust. When Drew came over to see what happened. I screamed "He put his tongue in my eye!!!" Drew looked at Will and shook his head. I told Will he made it hurt worse and he replied: "You want me to kiss it again?"

"I love the little tacos, I love them Goood!"
Gir-Invader Zim

This it messed up!

Ok, yesterday was my last day of school and I already miss it. One person in particular. I'm sure you guess it. Yep, it's Will. I miss him so much! Everything I do reminds me of him. Every song, every TV show, every person I see. And Weezer isn't helping!!! For example:

I am
terrified of all things.
Frightened of the dark.
I am.
You are
taller than a mountain.
Deeper than the sea.
You are.
Hold me.
Hold me.
Take me with you 'cause I'm lonely.

I was
closer to you back then.
I was happier.
I was.
You are
fading further from me.
Why don't you come home
to me?
Hold me.
Hold me.
Take me with you 'cause I'm lonely.
I am...
I am...
Cold.
Hold Me.

[solo]

Hold me.
Hold me.
Take me with you 'cause I'm lonely.
Hold me.
Hold me.
Take me with you 'cause I'm lonely.
Hold me.
Hold me.

and this:

When everything is wrong I'll come talk to you
You make things alright when I'm feeling blue

You are such a blessing and I wont be messing
with the one thing that brings light to all of my darkness

You are my best friend
and I love you, and I love you
Yes I do

There is no other one that can take your place
I feel happy inside when I see your face
I hope you believe me
Because I speak sincerely
and I mean it when I tell you I need you

You are my best friend
and I love you, and I love you
Yes I do

I'm here right beside you
I will never leave you
and I feel the pain you feel when you start crying

You are my best friend
and I love you, and I love you
Yes I do

You are my best friend
and I love you, and I love you
Yes I do
Yes I do...
Yes I do


This is messed up. I mean, I miss everyone, but not as much as him. I've never missed someone so much. I just want to cry.

Ok, here are some funny picures.

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Those are Great! More to come. Don't forget- I have more new post below.

"I love the little tacos, I love them goood!"
Gir-Invader Zim

What's with all the kisses?

Scared ya, didn't I? MUHAHHAHAAAAHAAAAHAAA *snort* HAHA *choke* Ha!

Ok, something weird is going on. On the day of the graduation, Will and Drew kept saying they loved me and were kissing me with they're hands. And today when I was talking to them after school, Drew asked why Will got the Gushers, it's a weird candy. Will replied "Cause she loves me" and then kissed me with his hand... on my lips. Man, they're crazy!


"And the winner is" *Click*

Many Different Stories

Ok, so I know it's been a long time sense I last posted, but I've been busy... Playing Nancy Drew!!! Which, by the way, I've completed four games in two, count em', two days. Wow, that's a new record! The last time I played one and completed it, it took me a week, so that must mean I'm smarter... I think... um... Yeah I'm definitely smarter *drool*.

Well, last week I had my 8th grade graduation. It was so much fun! I took so many pictures. Everyone was just crazy! Like this guy, I don't really know him, was calling me his girl and told Shilo and Ashley the got kicked to the curb. But then Will was walking around the dance with his head down. Everytime I asked him what was wrong, he just looked at me and walked away. He looked like her had been crying, and apparently, he had. Man, that boy has a lot of mood swings!!! Earlier that day, he was yelling at me everytime I tried to talk to him. Then, at lunch, Drew asked me to sit with them. I told him, in front of Will, I wasn't going to sit with that jerk. Will, of course, acts like he didn't do anything. The beg me to sit with them, but I told Will he had to apoges. Well, he didn't, but I sat with them anyway. To quote Toby Keith "You don't stay with the ones you can live with, it's the ones you can't live without."


"And the winner is" *Click*

Awkward

Ok, so after school today, I was talking to Drew when I saw Will. He came over and said hi.

Will: "Do you know?"
Me: "About what?
Will: "Never mind."
Me: "No. About what?"
Will: "Forget it."
Me: "Tell me. What are you talking about?
Will: "Nothing."
Me: Looking at Drew "What are you talking about?"
Drew: "That your pretty, your nice, and you smell good."
Me: "Thank... you... I have presents!"
Will: "What?"
Me: "Stickers!"
Drew: "YES!"

Wow! How awkward do I feel?!?!
Well, gots to go!

"And the winner is" *Click*

QUIZZES!!!

Here are my results on a whole bunch of quizzes


You are Tater Tots. Go get your own!!


Which Napoleon Dynamite character are you?
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You kill for
revenge.
That is because you have lost something or
someone you held very dear. Now you can't seem
to get over the loss that marked your soul, and
the only solution is to go after the one person
who brought all this pain to you. Chances are
you are angry inside and you bottle everything
up and don't talk to anyone about it. People
may want to help, but you think that they can
never understand your pain and only get
frustrated because of this. But it is important
to see all that you have left and be thankful
of that even if you have lost something great.
It may not be true that Times heals all wounds,
but with time and talking about your feelings,
maybe the hurt will ease.

Main weapon: Yourself
Quote: "You can close your eyes to
reality but not to memories" -Stainslaw J.
Lec
Facial expression: Gritted teeth and
teary eyes

What Type of Killer Are You? [cool pictures]
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You are Cocaine (aka: coke, crack, snow, 151...).
You are the second most commonly used drug in
the world. You are very witty, talented, perky
person if you can just have the right
opportunity to show to everybody how unique you
are, when you are in a good mood you can reach
a very high point of happiness. You are
classified as class (A and B) illegal drugs.


What kind of Drugs are you? and how that reflect your personality?
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you are the cute but psycho happy bunny. You
adorable, but a little out there. It's alright,
you might not have it all, but there are worse


which happy bunny are you?
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~*~*~*~*~UNIQUE~*~*~*~*~
You are different. You're the type of person that
is easily spotted in a crowd. You have a
radiant personality. You probably go through a
lot of mood swings from happy to lonely, angry
to sad, loving to spiteful, and so on. Be aware
that your sudden change in personality may
offend some people. People like to be around
you because you are genuine and relaxed. You
seem at peace with yourself and you give off
that "what you see is what you get"
vibe. That's a good thing because your general
audience will feel relaxed and at ease knowing
that they too can be themselves with out having
to worry. Try not to judge others on their
appearance. It's not nice. Over all you're a
spirited person who enjoys having a good time!
Good for you! :o)

Please Rate or message me! Thank you for taking my
quiz! XoXo <3 Lana


You're Beautiful...but why? ( PICS)
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GREEN


??Which colour of Death is yours??
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You are a Belly Dancer. You are charming inside
out, your life follows an interesting rhythem,
beautiful and smooth, you know how to be the
center of attention when you want to, you love
your friends and you can trust them on your
life. Your ideal man is the one with a sweet
witty character who understands how much
freedom is important to you.


What kind of dancers are you? (Girls only)
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more to come

Man! Thinking is hard.