High School

Ok, so yesterday was the PCO Beach Bash. It started at 6:30 and since Will's mom works in Edmond, he didn't have a ride back to school. He was just going to stay at school til the party. I told him that was stupid so my mom let him come hang out at my house til 6:30. We just sat aroung watching Cosby and playing on the computer. When my parents drove us to the school, we were early cause I got the times messed up. I hugged my mom and then Will hugged my dad and said "Bye Daddy." As we walked to the school we were both laughing. It was so fun. The principles got on the roof during 'YMCA' and danced around. It was really funny. And before that, the DJ played 'Thriller' and the main principle jumped over a teachers shoulders! Will proposed to Elieana, Brooke, and some other girl. I almost got to marry them but everyone kepted running away. Carlin, a boy I've known since 6th, was dancing around and being goofy. When the DJ played 'I Feel Like a Woman' Carlin sung the whole thing and at the end he put his hands on his hips and sung "Man, I feel like a woman" and stuck his lips out. And everyone kepted asking if Will and I were going out. I guess you can't hang out unless your dating. GOD! But, I think I'm the only one who isn't ofended! Will's been being a real jerk lately. He says things and doesn't think about how mean they are. He's been hurting a lot of people's feelings without knowing it. Oh, and this junior in my last class has been picking on me so he ruins my whole day. When I told Will he freaked out and said "You want my to kick his ass?" I didn't know his name and he said "Well that helps. Find it out!" It's good to know he cares. Things are getting hard for me, though. Everyday it gets harder and harder to talk to him without blurting out "I love you!" It's also getting harder not seeing him every weekend. WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME!?!? And he obviously doesn't feel the same way cause he doesn't even call me anymore. How I hate feeling sick everyday. I feel like I'm the only one who knows what they want, but it too afraid to try and get it. *Sigh* Oh, my friend showed me some songs from a cool play called Avenue Q last year. Now I'm addicted to it. Here, go to this site to read all about it. It even has some clips from the show. http://www.avenueq.com I love you all.

Forever I walk alone.