Tuesday, June 14, 2005

Songs

Ok, here's a little taste of what I've been listening to for the past week.

Everlong

Hello, I've waited here for you, everlong
Tonight, I throw myself into and out of the red, out of her head she sang

Come down and waste away with me, down with me
Slow how, you wanted it to be, I'm over my head, out of her head she sang
And I wonder when I sing along with you if everything could ever feel this real forever
If anything could ever be this good again

The only thing I'll ever ask of you
You've got to promise not to stop when I say when she sang

Breathe out, so I can breathe you in, hold you in
And now, I know you've always been out of your head, out of my head I sang
And I wonder when I sing along with you if everything could ever feel this real forever
If anything could ever be this good again

The only thing I'll ever ask of you
You've got to promise not to stop when I say when she sang
And I wonder if everything could ever feel this real forever
If anything could ever be this good again
The only thing I'll ever ask of you


Monkey Wrench

What have we done with innocence
It disappeared with time, it never made much sense
Adolescent resident
Wasting another night on planning my revenge

One in ten 3x

Don't want to be your monkey wrench
One more indecent accident
I'd rather leave than suffer this
I'll never be your monkey wrench

All this time to make amends
What do you do when all your enemies are friends
Now and then I'll try to bend
Under pressure wind up snapping in the end

One in ten 3x

Don't want to be your monkey wrench
One more indecent accident
I'd rather leave than suffer this
I'll never be your monkey wrench

One last thing before I quit
I never wanted any more than I could fit
Into my head I still remember every single word
You said and all the shit that somehow came along with it
Still there's one thing that comforts me since I was
Always caged and now I'm free

Don't want to be your monkey wrench
One more indecent accident
I'd rather leave than suffer this
I'll never be your monkey wrench

Don't want to be your monkey wrench (fall in, fall out)
Don't want to be your monkey wrench (fall in, fall out)
Don't want to be your monkey wrench (fall in, fall out)


Aha, the Foo Fighters. How wonderful! Anywho, I have to go clean now, cause if I don't, Will and Shilo can't spend the night. I don't have much more to clean. You can walk through the main living room and there's no toys in there. Yea, Sam just left to get Monty Python and the Holy Grail so Shilo and Will can watch it when the come over friday! I love that movie. Well, got to go, the bunnys are coming for me!

"I love the little tacos, I love them goood!"
Gir-Invader Zim

Will's CD

Ok, I've been pretty bored so I thought I'd make a cd for Will. Plus, I owed him a cd. So, I made him one with almost all the songs that make me think about him. Here's the list and why I think of him.

1. The One by the Foo Fighters - This song talks about someone who isn't the 'one' but they make the other person feel something, but remember, that can be bad.
"You're not the one
But you're the only one
Who could make me
Feel like this
You're not the one
But you're the only one
Who could make me
Feel like shit"

2. Lee by Tenacious D - This is Will's favorite Tenacious D song, so whenever I hear it, I think of him.

3. Big Me by the Foo Fighters - I think I just like this song and it sounds happy, so I think Will.

4. Monkey Wrench by the Foo Fighters - This is a cool song. I guess I just don't want Will to use me like the song and I don't want to use him to get something.
"Don't want to be your monkey wrench
One more indecent accidentI
'd rather leave than suffer this
I'll never be your monkey wrench"

5. My Best Friend by Weezer - Self explanitory! Will is someone I can talk to about most anything.
"There is no other one that can take your place
I feel happy inside when I see your face
I hope you believe meBecause I speak sincerely
and I mean it when I tell you I need you

You are my best friend
and I love you, and I love you
Yes I do"

6. My Hero by the Foo Fighters - I guess it's cause I think of Will as if he is higher than some of my other friends. Like I wouls do more to save Will from harm than I would for, say, Britany. It's not that I don't love all my friends, I just ... need him more.

7. Karate Schnitzel by Tenacious D - This skit it great! And Will loves it!

8. Karate by Tenacious D - This goes with number seven. Will thinks it's great and he laughs everytime he hears it.

9. All My Life by the Foo Fighters - I just think it's hardcore! I thought Will might like it.

10. The Other Way bt Weezer - I think it's cause I'm afrad to say anything to Will that might our friendship weird. You know what kind of stuff I'm talking about.
"I have many fears
About rejection
I have many memories of pain
I have always been a little shy
So I'll turn and look the other way

Other way
Other way
I will turn and look the other way

I want to hold you
But I am afraid
I want to touch you
But I'm not that way"

11. Low by the Foo Fighters - I think this is cool and so he might too. It also has some lines that make me think of him.
"Baby Blue
Don't go nowhere
I'm right beside you
me and You
Going nowhere
I'm right beside you"

12. Everlong by the Foo Fighters - I'll let the lyrics explan.
"Hello, I've waited here for you, everlong
Tonight, I throw myself into and out of the red, out of her head she sang

Come down and waste away with me, down with me
Slow how, you wanted it to be, I'm over my head, out of her head she sang
And I wonder when I sing along with you if everything could ever feel this real forever
If anything could ever be this good again

The only thing I'll ever ask of you
You've got to promise not to stop when I say when she sang

Breathe out, so I can breathe you in, hold you in"

13. This is Such a Pity by Weezer - I think Will and I should do what this song says. Period!
"This is such a pity.
We should give all our love to each other.
Not this hate that destroys us.
This is such a pity.
(This is a pity)"

14. Best of You by the Foo Fighters - I think everyone should give the best to everone. Including Will and I.
"Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Has someone taken your faith?
Its real, the pain you feel
You trust, you must
Confess
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Oh..."

15. The World Has Turned and Left Me Here by Weezer - Once again, I'll let the lyrics explain.
"The world has turned and left me here
Just where I was before you appeared.
And in your place an empty space
Has filled the void behind my face.

I talked for hours to your wallet photograph
And you just listened.
You laughed enchanted by my intellect
Or maybe you didn't."

16. Learn to Fly by the Foo Fighters - I love this song. And It's sounds so happy. I don't really know why it reminds me of him. It just does.
"Run and tell all of the angels
This could take all night
Think I need a devil to help me get things right
Hook me up a new revolution
Cause this one is a lie
We sat around laughing and watched the last one die

I'm looking to the sky to save me
Looking for a sign of life
Looking for something to help me burn out bright
I'm looking for a complication
Looking cause I'm tired of lying
Make my way back home when I learn to fly

I think I'm done nursing the patience
I can wait one night
I'd give it all away if you give me one last try
We'll live happily ever trapped if you just save my life"

17. Always Look on the Bright Side of Life from Monty Python - Will seems deprested latly so I thought I'd cheer him up.
"For life is quite absurd,
And death's the final word.
You must always face the curtain with a bow!
Forget about your sin -- give the audience a grin,
Enjoy it -- it's the last chance anyhow!
So always look on the bright side of death!
Just before you draw your terminal breath.
Life's a piece of shit,
When you look at it."

18. Times Like These by the Foo Fighters - I think it's about time. lol
"it's times like these you learn to live again
it's times like these you give and give again
it's times like these you learn to love again
it's times like these time and time again"

19. I've Got A Lovly Bunch A Cocanuts from Monty Python - It's Just funny and I know he'll love it.

20. Only in Dreams by Weezer - I think you get it!
"Only in dreams
We see what it means.
Reach out our hands.
Hold onto hers.
But when we wake
It's all been erased.
And so it seems
Only in dreams.

You walk up to her.
Ask her to dance.
She says, 'Hey, baby, I just might take the chance.'
You say, 'It's a good thing
That you float in the air... in the air.
That way there's no way I will crush your pretty toenails into a thousand pieces.'"

Well, that's the cd. Hope he likes it. Hope you do too. I sure do! lol The last song it one of my fave Weezer song. I really like the 'I will crush your pretty toenails into a thousand pieces.' Anywho, I gots to go. Bye!!!


"I love the little tacos, I love them goood!"
Gir-Invader Zim

Sunday, June 05, 2005

So Much Fun!

Ok, so I just got back from drew's birthday party. Wow, that was fun! We had a water fight that no one knew about. I was sitting in the back yard listening to music when Drew comes out and says I'm about to get wet and so is everyone else, but they don't know. He was just warning me. Well, I told him that if he put water on me, I'd chop him up into little pieces. He goes around the house, fills a water gun and some balloons, and goes back inside. A few minutes later, I hear a lot of screaming. Yeah, he attacked everyone in the house. Everyone comes running out and the fight began. Drew hit me with the hose but it wasn't much. Then, of course, everyone gangs up on me. Why? Cause I'm the only girl there. Now, I wasn't really wet, but then Will and Drew come walking up to me. Behind me? A kid pool. I was completely soaked! I took off my shoes, screaming and chasing them all the way to the front yard. I had to get them back. I had to! After so many attempts, I finally got them. With a Hugh bucket of water! After that, we all just sort ran around with the hose. Then Will sat in the big bucket. Then they tried to move him, but they dropped him and all the water dumped out. We took the bucket and the pool and put them by the back porch. Will got back in the bucket and said: "You want to come in?" I just looked at him and said no. Then we all started laughing. Well, then I had an idea. I told Drew we should take Will, in the bucket, and roll him down the hill. He got everyone to help. Will had no idea what was going on. The funny thing was, all three boys couldn't lift the bucket with Will and the water in it. And Will wouldn't stop making jokes, so the kept dropping him. I was laughing and the all looked at me and told me to help. As we walked to the hill, Will and I started laughing cause everyone was holding the bucket with two hands and I was holding it with one and was doing a much better job at not dropping it. Well, Will figured it out and when we tried to roll him he just fell out of it and rolled down the hill himself. As he got up I said: "I suggest we run" And everyone did. Then Chris said to lock the gate. There was no lock so we just put the hatch on it. When Will got to it, he looked at us and everyone started laughing. He was opening the hatch and then it wouldn't come open which made us laugh even more. Then Will took the last pop and threw it against another fence over and over until it broke open. Then he stomped on it. I was laughing so hard. After that, Will put the hose down my shirt and someone else tried to pop a balloon in my shirt. It didn't work. It was so much fun!
Oh, and I forgot to tell you what happened when I got grass in my eye. I told People to stop spraying water on me for a minute. Will asked me what was wrong.

Me: "I have some thing in my eye."
Will: "Ahh, want me to kiss it?"
Me: "No. I think it's grass."
I took my glasses off and asked him to look in my eye.
Then, being Will, he kissed the side of my eye. Then he put his tongue in my eye. He started laughing as I rubbed my eye in disgust. When Drew came over to see what happened. I screamed "He put his tongue in my eye!!!" Drew looked at Will and shook his head. I told Will he made it hurt worse and he replied: "You want me to kiss it again?"

"I love the little tacos, I love them Goood!"
Gir-Invader Zim

Friday, June 03, 2005

This it messed up!

Ok, yesterday was my last day of school and I already miss it. One person in particular. I'm sure you guess it. Yep, it's Will. I miss him so much! Everything I do reminds me of him. Every song, every TV show, every person I see. And Weezer isn't helping!!! For example:

I am
terrified of all things.
Frightened of the dark.
I am.
You are
taller than a mountain.
Deeper than the sea.
You are.
Hold me.
Hold me.
Take me with you 'cause I'm lonely.

I was
closer to you back then.
I was happier.
I was.
You are
fading further from me.
Why don't you come home
to me?
Hold me.
Hold me.
Take me with you 'cause I'm lonely.
I am...
I am...
Cold.
Hold Me.

[solo]

Hold me.
Hold me.
Take me with you 'cause I'm lonely.
Hold me.
Hold me.
Take me with you 'cause I'm lonely.
Hold me.
Hold me.

and this:

When everything is wrong I'll come talk to you
You make things alright when I'm feeling blue

You are such a blessing and I wont be messing
with the one thing that brings light to all of my darkness

You are my best friend
and I love you, and I love you
Yes I do

There is no other one that can take your place
I feel happy inside when I see your face
I hope you believe me
Because I speak sincerely
and I mean it when I tell you I need you

You are my best friend
and I love you, and I love you
Yes I do

I'm here right beside you
I will never leave you
and I feel the pain you feel when you start crying

You are my best friend
and I love you, and I love you
Yes I do

You are my best friend
and I love you, and I love you
Yes I do
Yes I do...
Yes I do


This is messed up. I mean, I miss everyone, but not as much as him. I've never missed someone so much. I just want to cry.